April 20, 2010

I promised myself that I would NEVER reach 3 digits unless I was pregnant. .

So I’ve been going to the gym and according to people I lost weight and someone even said that I look “sick” but according to the scale I gained weight.. I broke the 3 digit mark and I want to die. It’s sickening, someone my height shouldn’t weight 3 digits. It’s just.. not right. I’m hoping with everything possible that this stupid weight is muscle. -_- 

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